there is thunder in our hearts

"in the mornings, i'm just naked, writhing,

and vying for your attention."

this morning i feel like a kitten.

i feel like nothing i can do will matter.

i feel lonely, apathetic, restless.

i have an immense spanse of time and no one

and nothing to fill it with.

i feel like giving myself an ironic haircut

just so i could be the girl one notices first

in group photos.

but then again, my social anxiety would

dictate that i should want otherwise.

today i feel like trying.

but this is winnipeg.

what is there to try for?

this song makes me feel like running: