god i miss this girl
Friday, February 27, 2009
you've got a heart of platinum
of plat-i-num.
my crafts are done. my gifts are done.
i'll show you a picture after tomorrow
(after the gift has been received) so
i don't ruin the surprise as i always do!
i've had two job offers within 12 hours of
posting my resume online.
interview on mondays. wish me luck!
oh and listen to el perro del mar.
they never get old.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
ouch
i have a really bad kidney infection
and after 7 walkin clinics i finally
found one that also had a DOCTOR.
apparently the medical profession doesn't
work past noon in manitoba.
2.5 hours in a waiting room with a kidney
on fire is not the funnest thing i've
ever done.
and after 7 walkin clinics i finally
found one that also had a DOCTOR.
apparently the medical profession doesn't
work past noon in manitoba.
2.5 hours in a waiting room with a kidney
on fire is not the funnest thing i've
ever done.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
on my knees in the night, saying prayers in the street light

i'm sorry i haven't been here.
i've been going through one of those
"i'm a bad person" fits. where one defines
every minute, inconsequential action made
as catastrophic. blame it on the weather
i suppose. i've taken a page from madge's
book and have been listening to fleet foxes
and bat for lashes, watching The City and reading
the Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde.
i really like all of those things right now.
the worst thing about Catholicism (and there are
several, i assure you) is the guilt. Oh! the
catholic guilt instilled in me from a young
age by my mother and the catechism teacher
who told me my dogs wouldn't go to heaven
when they died! as a good little catholic girl
you're supposed to feel guilty for everything.
ESPECIALLY for being a good little catholic girl.
maybe i should start believing in confession?
not that i have anything to confess anyway,
i'd put the kindest priest to sleep in a hot
minute, relaying MY sins.
i've been told i'm a good person. and maybe i
brighten the days of a select few, but i don't
feel that way or believe that. maybe it's
my self-chosen solitude that brings this upon
my head. it's definitely a lack of vitamin d.
i'm not as evil as lord henry or as vain as
mr. gray but i may be as needy as basil.
i'm a disjointed, suspicious person.
i wish i could show the people i love
how much i really love them. because there's
so many of you i would hug and have tea with,
and smoke upside down with, and overshare with,
but there's an invisible wall between you and i.
self-erected.
the one good thing about that catechism teacher
is that she described purgatory as a doctor's
waiting room with magazines, and not the lesser
level of hell it really is.
i've been going through one of those
"i'm a bad person" fits. where one defines
every minute, inconsequential action made
as catastrophic. blame it on the weather
i suppose. i've taken a page from madge's
book and have been listening to fleet foxes
and bat for lashes, watching The City and reading
the Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde.
i really like all of those things right now.
the worst thing about Catholicism (and there are
several, i assure you) is the guilt. Oh! the
catholic guilt instilled in me from a young
age by my mother and the catechism teacher
who told me my dogs wouldn't go to heaven
when they died! as a good little catholic girl
you're supposed to feel guilty for everything.
ESPECIALLY for being a good little catholic girl.
maybe i should start believing in confession?
not that i have anything to confess anyway,
i'd put the kindest priest to sleep in a hot
minute, relaying MY sins.
i've been told i'm a good person. and maybe i
brighten the days of a select few, but i don't
feel that way or believe that. maybe it's
my self-chosen solitude that brings this upon
my head. it's definitely a lack of vitamin d.
i'm not as evil as lord henry or as vain as
mr. gray but i may be as needy as basil.
i'm a disjointed, suspicious person.
i wish i could show the people i love
how much i really love them. because there's
so many of you i would hug and have tea with,
and smoke upside down with, and overshare with,
but there's an invisible wall between you and i.
self-erected.
the one good thing about that catechism teacher
is that she described purgatory as a doctor's
waiting room with magazines, and not the lesser
level of hell it really is.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
the best thing in the world is when you think
you have to work early, you get ready, and just
before you leave the door you decide to quickly
check your schedule and find out you
don't.
BEST.
i love this:
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
real life final fantasy

this is a real photo of a factory in japan.
if you've ever played a final fantasy game
by square enix (especially ffVII) you'll
notice how similar these are:
(midgar screencap, FFVII)check out the rest of the real thing here.
*edit: apparently i spazzed on my roman numerals there.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
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